Friend come and goes.

But there are few that left footsteps and initial mark in each others' heart.

Looking back into the past.

It reflects on how we are doing now.

There were times we played together,

There were times we cried together,

There were times we hugged together,

There were times we shouted at each other,

There were times we humiliate each other,

There were times we quarrel among each other.

But that was the day our relationship bonded .

Can you imagine all of us were separate into regions of the world?

Can you imagine some of us aren't the same anymore afterall?

How I hope we were still holding by our hand and friendship,

Never ever let it go?

I cherish each and every moment of our friendships.

I miss the day back when we were in secondary school.

I miss the day we play futsal or football together.

I miss the time when we were punished together.

I miss each and every of the moment we had together.

Deep inside my heart.

I just wanted to say 

"Guys, I miss you all badly, real badly"

*Watch it my friend*

Each time watch this video, it recalls me tonnes of memories of us.

Those were the days...

*sweet* to someone..

Thinking back those old day.

I don't think I can fit it inside one page of blog post,

so lets make it short.

I don't remember when I first met her but all I knew is she is a quiet girl for me.

Spotted her always walking behind the alley of our school,

where teacher parked their car there,

and a restriction place to access if without concern of prefect.

Eh stop, Is she a prefect?? No right? Jot her name inside notepad, lol lame..

I guess it was when she was form 3,

when I was at form 4.

We don't really talked to each other nor we knew the existence of each other.

Who is she? Who am I ??

Those were the day.

As our secondary school consists of around 200 ++ pupils,

no longer we're bonded together.

Connection makes friends, and friends make up best friends.

Or even God-Family.

Since when I love to adopt daughter?

I guess this habit instill in me as I loves children.

So I adopted 2 daughter.

One is Favourite and one is Beloved.

This is for the Beloved one.

I still remember I ask my cousin, Tung Lik.

Who was the girl that are so quiet or shy?

Don't really see her around the school like other schoolmate does.

Being in the same floor of school, we don't even meet up or pass by each other once a week.

Pathetic sial right?

Haha, no longer this friend, Harveen brought her along.

We chatted kinda happily and got along.

Remember the first family date we got.

TGIF Subang Parade, was a terrific and terrify day.

We had a good meal.

Valen brought us there as we don't have transport, so we met an unhappy incident.

Valen's car crashed the ticket booth on Subang Komuter station.

Valen aren't connected to her at the time.

But I wonder if they are now??

haha.

So as time passes by, we loves each other so much.

Care for each other and ending up.

HAPPY FAMILY..

Introducing my Beloved God Daughter..

Shannon Keng..

(I bet you won't want me to spell your full name out right??)

So sweet both of them..

Never think that both of them will tag along.

Valen my best friend and Shannon my God Daughter.

What should I name him?

Valen my son-in-law?? Be fillial to me yea Valen.. I'm your GOD FATHER !!!!

Sound not bad huh..

Deal then..

There is also another version of our journey together.

Lovely Version..

One day, as usual after school I go to the hawker stall opposite my house to buy lunch for myself.

After eating, its reasonable to dump it into rubbish bin right?

So I went out of my house and when I was dumping my lunchbox,

I hear baby crying.

What a scene..*try imagine pls*.

She was half naked, *eh baby only la, don't think too far*

She got her napkin and baby shirt on,

So kesian la, so I picked her up and I took her as my

Beloved God Daughter.

Shannon The Beloved God Daughter.

*choose which version u love most yea Shannon*

I bet my another god daughter will kill me if she see me not having stories of her..

*Zoom zoom*

Few month passed..

Missing you back in Malaysia, being with me for 2 years..

Being loyal to me.

Thanks a lot..

This is a special posting to you..

Thanks for being with me for all my teenage life before I came over to Melbourne.

Thanks for bringing me out to eat all those delicious food with you walking me.

Thanks for bringing me out to hang out with my friends, far or near.

Thanks for being patient with me when I was facing depression.

Thanks for lending me your shoulder when I need someone to cry on.

Whenever I touch you at your hand, I feel your loyalty and love.

Thanks for being my addiction.

There is also thing I need to confess to you..

Sorry for treating u bad when I'm out of temper

Sorry for not treating you good food, after a few months I got to reach you.

Sorry for making you sick or ill because I didn't treat you good enough.

Sorry for causing you being booked by police after the thing I done to you.

Sorry for overloading you with burdens when you're not able to do so.

Sorry for waking you up when you're asleep so silently in the morning.

Sorry for bothering you until so late when it is time for you to sleep.

But

I LOVE to see your face when you're asleep...

MY ADDICTION

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I MISS MY CAR!!!!! 

VIOS!!

Correction!!!!!!!

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"Thanks for being with me for all my teenage life before I came over to Melbourne.

[bringing me wherever I wanted to]

Thanks for bringing me out to eat all those delicious food with you walking me.

[fetching me to restaurant & mamak]

Thanks for bringing me out to hang out with my friends, far or near.

[fetching me to meet up with friends & girlfriend]

Thanks for being patient with me when I was facing depression.

[Letting me sit inside and chill myself, even shout in it]

Thanks for lending me your shoulder when I need someone to cry on.

[the soft cushion that supports my head and shoulder]

Whenever I touch you at your hand, I feel your loyalty and love.

[the steering that I love holding compared to other car]

ALSO

Sorry for treating u bad when I'm out of temper

[Speeding over the limit of the car. 180/2oo km/h] 

Sorry for not treating you good food, after a few months I got to reach you.

[procrastinate to change the air-cond belt, leaving it sounds awful]

Sorry for making you sick or ill because I didn't treat you good enough.

[making it puncture or engine sounds]

Sorry for causing you being booked by police after the thing I done to you.

[Changed HID lamp and summon by policeman]

Sorry for overloading you with burdens when you're not able to do so.

[fetch too many friend or things]

Sorry for waking you up when you're asleep so silently in the morning.

[driving it out early at 5.30 a.m to fetch girlfriend, 100 km or more per day]

Sorry for bothering you until so late when it is time for you to sleep.

[driving back at late hour]"

Sob Sob... I miss you.... BJJ 7XX7

A

TOTAL

DOWNTURN

OF

FORTUNE

!!!

Success and failure is just few step away.

Why am I feeling so down at this point?

I can't sense any secure in myself,

I can see no light in front of my hope.

a total disaster for me,

a huge impact in my life.

I screwed everything up...

Just realized first sem of Uni is comng to the end.
Quite fast thou.
12 weeks of lectures and tutorials passed real fast.
That means I'm in Melbourne for more than 3 months already.

Slowly adapting to the weather here, cool and chilling..
I wonder what will be when I'm back in M'sia.. haha
I'm sure I can't stand the heat there.

Sometimes it is pretty memorable to think back the past.
Yea, I mean secondary life, and hang out with friends.
Makes me miss all of them so so much.

Kok Ho, Kah Eng, Valen, Vee Hong, Raymond, Chen How, Yong How,
Yuag Onn ( probably dead alreasy? xD), Fu-Yi, Wee Lim?? lol.

All the moment we went thru together..
I MISS FUTSAL.....
the people here are like playing FOOTy and I don't even know what the heck it is..

Have been dreaming all those dream.
Too good to be true, guess I'm thinking them all the while. haha

But real lucky to have this 3 important people cheering me upside down, U know what it means la yea*

Guess who's the 3 there?? haha

Neway, assignment due-ing real fast, got to start working on it already.
Procrastinate all the while and it is time to buckle up and start moving forward.



Adioz~

Slacking.

Assignments

Tests

Tutorials

Lectures

Homeworks

All of these stated, took up part of my brain.
Can't stop thinking about it all the while.
Getting into trouble, starting to slack and not getting back on my feet.

Have been thinking quite a lot these day.
Many "?" which I hardly answers them.
Being emotional disruption, and sleeping disorder.

Having a lil homesick these day.
Missing my friends and family.
Also dreamt of weird dream.
SIgh